My visa-run however was very very needed and relaxing. I went to Bali for a week where I just relaxed, ate nice food, had red wine and went out jogging several mornings.
I've resigned from my job here, it just wasn't the right place for me. To long hours, 7 days a week, no time for diving and strange atmosphere.
I did explain my decision to my manager and why I took it.
I have however met a lot of absolutely fantastic people here, gotten to challenge myself and also learn that I cant push myself to hard, that'd break me.
Now when I'm back will of course do my job the best I can without running myself to the ground, which I did before my visa-run.
When I were on Bali I really asked myself why I push myself until breaking point instead of taking a step back and let some things just run it's course. I have such a hard time letting go of control, and when things don't get done after I've asked, I do it myself instead of just letting it go.
Now when I'm back I've told myself not to let it go this far again, luckily I have friends here who will help me not taking to much on.
Tuesday I was back on Pom Pom again, it was nice to see the friends I've gotten here and now I can count down for my sister and dad to arrive August 17th. They leave on August 20th and I'm going with them back to Sweden.
Don't know what I'll be doing yet when it comes to earning a bit of money, what I do know is that I'm going back to Koh Tao early October, with a detour to Bangkok to see Rahul from New Heaven. After that I don't know, I'll probably have to do my dive master and then instructor course to give me a bit more options, where I have no idea yet.
I just so much look forward to going to my home away from home and the amazing people at New Heaven, I miss them more than I can describe. And before that I get to see my mum, hang loads with my sister, and mum and dad, see my closest friends and also do somebboring stuff like going to the dentist, the thai embassy etc.
Today I went diving with Liz and her two students doing their Advance course, it was fantastic. I'm going with them tomorrow again to take photos and post on our blog just like I did today.
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| Looks like their kissing |
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| Crocodile fish |
